I really feel like I'm on the verge of some sort of breakthrough. I can't put my finger on it quite yet, but it just feels like one of these days I'm going to experience an explosion of sudden forward momentum. It's like when the clouds start to gather before a storm... all my thoughts and ideas and potentials are swirling together, about ready to strike.
I'm trying to get my mundane life priorities situated - bills paid, apartment cleaned, tires rotated, laundry put away, groceries bought, etc - because I feel like one of these days I'm going to sit down at my computer and all of the words I've been trying to write for the last six months - the last twenty years, even - are about to break free.
I sound like a complete crazy person or drama queen and I don't even care. I've been sitting on this writer's block for what feels like ages, and I welcome a flood. Fiction, nonfiction, good writing, bad writing, I don't even care what comes, as long as it makes its way out. I feel like it's going to click soon, the wheels are moving, shaking off their rust, getting ready for something.
Or maybe it's just a sign that I'm tired and need a nap.